Dear B,
Yes, I can write to you again.
I'm worried about what might happen. Well not really worried, because you'd be in good hands. I'm going to be happy for you whatever you choose. But if I were to be asked, everyone knows what I would have to say about that :)
With Love,
Sarah
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
A Song for You. Whoever You Are
Someone to Watch Over Me
Ella Fitzgerald
There's a saying old, says that love is blind
Still we're often told, "seek and ye shall find"
So I'm going to seek a certain lad I've had in mind
Looking everywhere, haven't found him yet
He's the big affair I cannot forget
Only man I ever think of with regret
I'd like to add his initial to my monogram
Tell me, where is the shepherd for this lost lamb?
There's a somebody I'm longin' to see
I hope that he, turns out to be
Someone who'll watch over me
I'm a little lamb who's lost in the wood
I know I could, always be good
To one who'll watch over me
Although he may not be the man some
Girls think of as handsome
To my heart he carries the key
Won't you tell him please to put on some speed
Follow my lead, oh, how I need
Someone to watch over me
(bridge)
Won't you tell him please to put on some speed
Follow my lead, oh, how I need
Someone to watch over me
Someone to watch over me
Ella Fitzgerald
There's a saying old, says that love is blind
Still we're often told, "seek and ye shall find"
So I'm going to seek a certain lad I've had in mind
Looking everywhere, haven't found him yet
He's the big affair I cannot forget
Only man I ever think of with regret
I'd like to add his initial to my monogram
Tell me, where is the shepherd for this lost lamb?
There's a somebody I'm longin' to see
I hope that he, turns out to be
Someone who'll watch over me
I'm a little lamb who's lost in the wood
I know I could, always be good
To one who'll watch over me
Although he may not be the man some
Girls think of as handsome
To my heart he carries the key
Won't you tell him please to put on some speed
Follow my lead, oh, how I need
Someone to watch over me
(bridge)
Won't you tell him please to put on some speed
Follow my lead, oh, how I need
Someone to watch over me
Someone to watch over me
Letter D
Dear D,
I like you, but just as a friend. I'm sure of it now. Because if I did like you it wouldn't take this much effort for me to think of reasons why I like you and rebut all reasons that are against you. So now I'm thinking, maybe I like B, because of that dream the other day. But I'm actually leaning towards this other guy. I think, D, you know him. He's really nice and he makes me feel special, something that you sometimes forget to do, are choose not to do. I don't really know.
Oh, and speaking of B, you know it's weird. Ever since that dream, I've been seeing him everyday. I even got to hold his hand. I try to keep a straight face whenever I see him. But it's really hard, and very awkward for me to be around him.
You're a good man, D.
With Love,
Sarah
I like you, but just as a friend. I'm sure of it now. Because if I did like you it wouldn't take this much effort for me to think of reasons why I like you and rebut all reasons that are against you. So now I'm thinking, maybe I like B, because of that dream the other day. But I'm actually leaning towards this other guy. I think, D, you know him. He's really nice and he makes me feel special, something that you sometimes forget to do, are choose not to do. I don't really know.
Oh, and speaking of B, you know it's weird. Ever since that dream, I've been seeing him everyday. I even got to hold his hand. I try to keep a straight face whenever I see him. But it's really hard, and very awkward for me to be around him.
You're a good man, D.
With Love,
Sarah
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Dear kuya tey
Dear Kuya Allister,
It's been a while since I've last seen or even talked to you, but it was still so sad to hear what had happened. I wish I had the chance to get to know you better before you left, because I heard you're one of the greatest people out there. Maybe one day I'll see you again. I know you're in a good place, because you're one of the good people. You will be severely missed by the people who love you. You are so young, so much promise. It's so sad to see someone so young pass away at such a young age.
The world misses you already! Till next time, Kuya Tey.
With Love,
Sarah (Or Trinka, because that's how you knew me)
It's been a while since I've last seen or even talked to you, but it was still so sad to hear what had happened. I wish I had the chance to get to know you better before you left, because I heard you're one of the greatest people out there. Maybe one day I'll see you again. I know you're in a good place, because you're one of the good people. You will be severely missed by the people who love you. You are so young, so much promise. It's so sad to see someone so young pass away at such a young age.
The world misses you already! Till next time, Kuya Tey.
With Love,
Sarah (Or Trinka, because that's how you knew me)
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Letter C
Dear C.
Heh. What controversial letter this would be, but the letters don't really mean much. right? Because they are just letters, variables, representative of something, or someone, else.
But just to be safe, I'm skipping you, letter C. To avoid any misunderstandings. I don't want to go through any of that again.
With Love,
Sarah
Heh. What controversial letter this would be, but the letters don't really mean much. right? Because they are just letters, variables, representative of something, or someone, else.
But just to be safe, I'm skipping you, letter C. To avoid any misunderstandings. I don't want to go through any of that again.
With Love,
Sarah
Friday, January 22, 2010
Letter B
Dear B,
I woke up today with a heavy weight in my chest. I had a dream that involved you. I kissed you, but you pushed me away. Then I said I'm sorry. And then we kissed. And it didn't feel good having such a dream about you, because I told myself I'm over you. And I've been over you for a long time. Or maybe I'm not. Does that mean anything? Is my subconscious telling me something that I've always been trying to push back inside?
I've been distracted today, and even 12 hours after I've awoken, the dream keeps replaying in my head and messing with me all day.
Please get out of my head.
With Love,
Sarah
I woke up today with a heavy weight in my chest. I had a dream that involved you. I kissed you, but you pushed me away. Then I said I'm sorry. And then we kissed. And it didn't feel good having such a dream about you, because I told myself I'm over you. And I've been over you for a long time. Or maybe I'm not. Does that mean anything? Is my subconscious telling me something that I've always been trying to push back inside?
I've been distracted today, and even 12 hours after I've awoken, the dream keeps replaying in my head and messing with me all day.
Please get out of my head.
With Love,
Sarah
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Letter A
Dear A,
Hello, do you remember me? We used to be good friends a few years back. But now it's as if we never knew each other. I have never been the type to let a guy ruin a friendship, but apparently, that's what happened. I'm sorry if things get awkward, but I just want you to know, I never took him away from you, and it was never my intention to.
I hope we can fix things soon.
With Love,
Sarah
Hello, do you remember me? We used to be good friends a few years back. But now it's as if we never knew each other. I have never been the type to let a guy ruin a friendship, but apparently, that's what happened. I'm sorry if things get awkward, but I just want you to know, I never took him away from you, and it was never my intention to.
I hope we can fix things soon.
With Love,
Sarah
here we go again
I should be an expert in writing introductory blog posts. This is probably the fiftieth new blog that I have created. I have the habit of creating blogs, then losing interest or the time to update and then stopping, then wanting to start up again. I'm fickle like that. But this time I hope this is permanent. I also figured that my last blog had too much issues in it already, and since I have a new set of issues now, why not start a new one, right?
I'm non-confrontational, but at the same time, i explode when I cannot speak my mind. I realized the value of blogging when I stopped. The main reason I blog is because I want to speak my mind, but not really be heard. But a little following wouldn't hurt anyone, right?
Twitter, Facebook, and Tumblr have greatly affected my ability to construct a straight sentence, therefore please forgive me in the future if it is manifested in my writing.
Caution: I can be EMO at times.
With Love,
Sarah
I'm non-confrontational, but at the same time, i explode when I cannot speak my mind. I realized the value of blogging when I stopped. The main reason I blog is because I want to speak my mind, but not really be heard. But a little following wouldn't hurt anyone, right?
Twitter, Facebook, and Tumblr have greatly affected my ability to construct a straight sentence, therefore please forgive me in the future if it is manifested in my writing.
Caution: I can be EMO at times.
With Love,
Sarah
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